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What's in a name? Please, oh please Tell me, so that I may Never forget your name What's In a Name
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Neisha told me to do it!!!!

Sat Oct 3, 2009, 12:12 AM

JJJJJUUUUUUUSSSSSSTTTTT KKKKKIIIIIIDDDDDDIIIINNNNNNGGGGG
I felt like doing it myself.

so pretty much I feel like a crazy person, because I'm really hyper, but at the same time incredibly depressed.
I'm hanging out with my bestie

(who would be my lesbian lover if it weren't for the whole best friend thing. And I already have our non-existant wedding planned.) which is why I'm so hyper.

But, at the same time, I keep running into pictures, comments, messages, etc. of/from this certain person whom I'm starting to wish sometimes that I had never met. Honestly, was it really worth all this pain and anger, and frustration, and stress? I think not.
The worst part?

I still have feelings for said person.

Really. I just want it to be DONE. I don't want these anymore. At all. I'm sick of it.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

But whatever. I guess I can't change the past.

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Mood: Sadness
Listening to: A Change Of Pace
Reading: Crimson Spell
Watching: Burn After Reading
Playing: FF7: Crisis Core
Eating: Hershey's Hugs

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:My name is Megan:
I enjoy:
Life
Hockey
Anime/manga
Choir
Stories about Vampires
Reading
Musicals
(And not always in that order)

I tend to hide my emotions as much as I can from the people whom I care about the most. But have been known to open up to complete strangers when I needed help.
I hate making others feel upset or burdened and will do all I can to make them happy. Especially my closest friends.
I tend to overthink things. A lot.
I often feel lonely, but I try not to ever let it show.
I've done things in my past that I sorely regret, but I'm only stronger because of them, and I try to not let them interfere with my life today.
I'm a sort of perfectionist, and, when it comes to certain things, if I don't do it perfect, I feel like an absolute failure.

That's all I can think of at the moment, but if you have any questions, just ask.

It's the music as it sways
The lyrics that give and take
The words and scenes of beauty
The passion seeping within a moment
The things that make me want
More and more and more everyday
Struggling to find another
That completes me perfectly
I've been patient
But feeling oh so desperate now

"Their love is odd, and came up in even odder circumstances but it exists. They give, they take, they share, and they live. Their love is not always gentle, it isn't always kind, but it isn't always violent either." _Nightmare Remnant_ (FanFiction.net)